{86}{167}This textbook is what|you wanted me to see? {172}{214}Not exactly. {313}{350}Look familiar? {356}{415}This was my first astronomy book. {420}{486}My father got it for me|on my 8th birthday. {491}{549}I used to stare|at the cover for hours. {554}{620}The Arachnid Nebula. {625}{701}Who'd ever have thought|I would get to see it in person. {716}{793}It's less than a light year away.|We'll be there in a few hours. {798}{894}"From the library|of Admiral Jonny Archer"? {915}{983}I had high hopes when I was a kid. {998}{1034}- Yes?|- Sir, {1039}{1106}there's a ship approaching|at half impulse. They're hailing us. {1111}{1135}Do you know who it is? {1140}{1209}Hoshi says they're using|a Vulcan frequency. {1547}{1635}Doesn't look like any|Vulcan ship I've ever seen. {1664}{1729}This class of vessel hasn't|been used for a long time. {1735}{1793}They're hailing us again. {1878}{1978}- Is this the Earth vessel, Enterprise?|- It is. {1983}{2022}I'm Captain Jonathan Archer. {2028}{2109}My name is Tavin,|captain of the Vahklas. {2114}{2152}It's very good to meet you. {2341}{2469}"It's been a long road|Gettin' from there to here" {2528}{2610}"It's been a long time" {2615}{2707}"But my time is finally near" {2712}{2814}"And I will see my dream|Come alive at last" {2819}{2889}"I will touch the sky" {2894}{2985}"And they're not gonna|Hold me down no more" {2990}{3062}"No, they're not gonna change my mind" {3067}{3180}"'Cause I've got faith of the heart" {3185}{3255}"I'm going where my heart will take me" {3260}{3370}"I've got faith to believe" {3375}{3437}"I can do anything" {3442}{3550}"I've got strength of the soul" {3555}{3624}"And no one's gonna bend or break me" {3629}{3757}"I can reach any star" {3766}{3856}"I've got faith" {3861}{3950}"I've got faith" {3955}{4070}"Faith of the heart" {4355}{4443}I get the feeling you weren't|sent out here by the High Command. {4449}{4506}Not quite. We're a civilian ship. {4512}{4544}What brings you out this far? {4549}{4642}I suppose you could say|we're on a mission of exploration. {4665}{4766}From what I'm told, Vulcans aren't|that interested in exploring. {4771}{4831}We're not typical Vulcans. {4836}{4944}I'd be happy to explain,|but first I'd like to ask a favour. {4981}{5010}Certainly. {5015}{5099}Our propulsion and life support|systems are in need of repair. {5104}{5189}We'd be grateful for|any assistance you could ofer. {5194}{5234}We'll see what we can do. {5489}{5549}We've noticed the High Command|looking over our shoulders {5554}{5626}- on several occasions as well.|- That's good to know. {5630}{5714}I was starting to think|they'd singled us out. {5752}{5858}Our chef's had a lot of experience|lately preparing Vulcan dishes. {5863}{5925}T'Pol says he's gotten|pretty good at it. {5948}{6024}- What is that?|- Oh, it's called chicken. {6054}{6103}May I? {6134}{6177}Of course. {6274}{6317}It's... {6322}{6350}...meat, you know. {6356}{6419}It looks delicious. {6553}{6616}So when did you leave Vulcan? {6641}{6672}Eight years ago. {6677}{6710}And in those eight years, {6715}{6833}we've experienced more than|most Vulcans will in their lifetime. {6838}{6884}You said you were explorers? {6889}{7003}Yes, but it's not space|we're exploring. It's ourselves. {7122}{7185}You're V'tosh ka'tur. {7199}{7229}I'm sorry? {7240}{7289}"Vulcans without logic." {7295}{7355}It's a name the Elders give|to anyone who disagrees {7360}{7476}with the ancestral teachings,|but it's not entirely accurate. {7481}{7531}We haven't abandoned logic. {7536}{7576}We've simply learned to exist {7581}{7664}without the need to continually|repress our emotions. {7670}{7728}It's taken years of experimentation, {7734}{7820}but we've managed to find|a balance between the two. {7826}{7861}That's not possible. {7867}{7917}Here we are. {7928}{8026}Logic is an essential part|of Vulcan existence. {8044}{8125}But it has to complement emotions,|not exclude them. {8130}{8192}You must know a great deal|about emotion. {8197}{8244}You live on a human starship. {8249}{8334}That's not something that many|Vulcans would be comfortable with. {8340}{8383}I am here as an observer. {8401}{8435}I'm sorry. {8440}{8475}I didn't mean to offend you. {8488}{8570}I'm not capable of feeling offence. {8602}{8718}My chief engineer tells me your repairs|are gonna take three or four days. {8723}{8783}We were going to use that time|to explore the nebula {8788}{8859}if you don't mind tagging along. {8879}{8932}Not at all. {9129}{9193}I've never seen an engine|this far gone. {9198}{9282}We're gonna have to swap out|every plasma relay in your reactor. {9287}{9357}There are a lot of women|on your ship. {9362}{9421}Yeah, nearly a third of the crew. {9426}{9520}Is it true you mate year-round,|with any of them you choose? {9537}{9586}You haven't been around humans|too much, have you? {9592}{9682}You are the first we've met,|but I've heard a lot of stories. {9688}{9760}Your people indulge their passions. {9765}{9835}Do you really eat six meals a day? {9850}{9903}More like three. {9908}{9939}And what about sleep? {9944}{10016}I understand you spend|more than half the day in bed. {10021}{10089}Eight hours.|We sleep for eight hours. {10094}{10150}In my case, about six. {10155}{10209}When we're through here,|maybe we can get a bite to eat. {10214}{10287}I might be able to clear up|some of your... {10321}{10366}...misconceptions. {10371}{10426}I'd like that, commander. {10451}{10504}Call me Trip. {10532}{10580}They've asked for any|medical supplies we can spare {10585}{10642}and 1,000 litres of plasma coolant. {10659}{10693}Well, that shouldn't be a problem. {10699}{10812}Tavin has also requested|the recipe for chicken marsala. {10833}{10910}Tell him chef's recipes|are usually classified, {10915}{11014}but we'll make|an exception in this case. {11052}{11156}I thought you'd be spending a little|more time getting to know our guests. {11173}{11230}I've been busy. {11246}{11339}It seems to me like you've|been busy avoiding them. {11370}{11478}I can understand that you might not|approve of what they're trying to do. {11483}{11588}But for all we know,|they're onto something. {11603}{11628}That's unlikely. {11651}{11692}Is it? {11697}{11739}Eight years. {11764}{11797}That's a pretty good track record. {11803}{11844}Just because they smile|and eat chicken {11849}{11934}doesn't mean they've learned|to master their emotions. {11964}{12018}Maybe I'm just relieved|to finally meet some Vulcans {12023}{12086}who aren't giving me a hard time. {12091}{12141}Then again... {12157}{12203}...if they have found this balance... {12208}{12281}They're not the first ones|to attempt this, captain. {12285}{12353}Others have tried|to reintegrate their emotions. {12359}{12413}They all failed. {12432}{12504}What they're doing is dangerous. {12521}{12553}Unless my instincts are way off, {12558}{12604}they don't seem|very dangerous to me. {12609}{12665}But I could be wrong. {12699}{12779}I can't order you|to spend time with them, {12784}{12856}but I would encourage you|to keep an open mind. {13460}{13508}So this is the mess hall. {13532}{13584}It is. {13603}{13680}The crew must not have|much of an appetite. {13701}{13790}Most of them are asleep.|It's quite late. {13876}{13938}Could you show me|how to operate this? {14028}{14099}- What would you like?|- I'm not sure. {14104}{14181}I don't have much experience|with human food. {14224}{14266}What's that? {14280}{14349}- Mint tea.|- That will be fine. {14563}{14624}Mint tea, hot. {14861}{14908}Thank you. {15011}{15049}It has a lot of flavour. {15055}{15159}- You can try something else.|- No, it's fine. I'm just surprised. {15182}{15216}Do you like the taste? {15227}{15306}Their selection of Vulcan|beverages is limited. {15312}{15364}But it can make Vulcan tea? {15369}{15408}Yes. {15425}{15461}Interesting. {15487}{15558}Unless you need further|assistance... {15608}{15675}How long have you lived|among humans? {15818}{15898}I spent two years|at the Vulcan Consulate on Earth {15903}{15962}and seven months on Enterprise. {15968}{16022}That's a long time away from home. {16027}{16102}Living here has obviously affected you|in ways that you don't realize. {16115}{16157}You may be right. {16162}{16232}On occasion,|I also drink chamomile tea. {16247}{16293}And you have a sense of humour. {16298}{16370}A concept that most Vulcans|can't seem to grasp. {16376}{16421}You're easily amused. {16426}{16458}There's the humour again. {16474}{16520}I'm curious. {16525}{16559}Why do you stay here? {16565}{16617}Captain Archer|needs a science officer. {16636}{16679}Is that the only reason? {16684}{16752}Maybe you're more attached to these|people than you care to admit. {16758}{16789}What makes you say that? {16795}{16862}Your emotions are much closer|to the surface than other Vulcans. {16867}{16892}They're easier to read. {16897}{16975}I have yet to meditate this evening.|Perhaps that's what you're sensing. {16980}{17048}This may surprise you,|but we still meditate. {17053}{17147}The balance between emotion|and logic requires constant discipline. {17162}{17210}So you've said. {17240}{17315}You and your colleagues|have chosen a reckless path. {17333}{17357}Have we? {17362}{17434}History's shown that Vulcans|who attempt to embrace their emotions {17439}{17491}often revert to their primal nature. {17496}{17602}That's a myth. Propaganda|from 5,000 years ago. {17607}{17738}Our primal nature, T'Pol,|is not as dangerous as you think. {17769}{17893}Commander Tucker suggested|I try something called "pizza." {17898}{17927}Would you care to join me? {17948}{17990}I've already eaten. {18141}{18191}Another time, perhaps. {18660}{18718}Is it what you imagined, sir? {18723}{18787}Pictures don't do it justice. {18792}{18884}It's big. Over 8 billion|kilometres in diameter. {18890}{18963}Eight billion? Are you sure? {18968}{19016}According to sensors. {19032}{19110}My astronomy book said|it was only 6 and a half. {19116}{19162}We'll have to send|our readings to the publisher {19167}{19215}so they can put out a revised edition. {19239}{19313}How long would it take|to chart that thing? {19318}{19354}Several weeks. {19359}{19435}My vessel is equipped|with translinear sensors. {19440}{19557}We could help you complete|the survey a good deal quicker. {19585}{19683}We should have someone|on your ship to monitor the data. {19688}{19751}Would you mind working|from there? {19788}{19831}No. {19872}{19922}Glad you dropped by. {19927}{19984}Take us in, Travis. {20149}{20189}Look at that. {20195}{20260}I've never seen anything|so beautiful. {20265}{20347}You probably consider that|an emotional reaction. {20352}{20398}Not necessarily. {20403}{20460}It is aesthetically pleasing. {20465}{20503}"Pleasing." {20508}{20590}Coming from you,|that's practically an outburst. {20777}{20842}It's curious that people|who reject Surak's teachings {20847}{20882}would display his likeness. {20888}{20942}We don't reject his teachings. {20947}{21010}We simply disagree|with how they're interpreted. {21031}{21097}Have you read his original text? {21102}{21183}He never intended for us|to purge our emotions. {21188}{21224}He wanted us to master them, {21229}{21290}and then carefully integrate them|into our lives. {21295}{21406}- I doubt many would agree with you.|- That doesn't mean we're wrong. {21423}{21473}What did you do on Vulcan|before you left? {21482}{21551}I taught literature|at the Shirkar Academy. {21565}{21640}You gave up a great deal|to wander the galaxy in a transport. {21670}{21711}I don't have any regrets. {21716}{21755}I always knew there|had to be more to life {21760}{21816}than just logic and reason. {21827}{21881}Haven't you ever felt that way? {21886}{21929}Not recently. {21943}{22001}But you did once? {22069}{22108}Once. {22168}{22224}I should take these readings|back to Enterprise. {22229}{22273}T'Pol. {22278}{22344}You said that you meditated|each night. {22349}{22397}Tonight don't. {22402}{22445}See what happens. {22451}{22516}I think you'll find your dreams|will be far more interesting. {22563}{22597}You're a scientist. {22612}{22672}Consider it an experiment. {22841}{22872}Where did you hear that? {22877}{22932}A Vulcan anthropologist|told me he'd seen the ritual {22937}{22998}during an Earth expedition. {23003}{23057}They're not trying to kill|the quarterback. {23062}{23145}They're just trying to keep him from|throwing the ball or running with it. {23150}{23239}It's only a game,|not a fight to the death. {23244}{23287}I see. {23292}{23335}You must think|we're a bunch of barbarians. {23340}{23385}Your species does have|a reputation, {23390}{23477}but I've always suspected|the stories were exaggerated. {23482}{23575}Well, I hope you'll tell all your friends.|Set the record straight. {23592}{23639}Gladly. {23687}{23781}There's something I've always|wondered about Vulcans. {23786}{23832}Maybe you could clear it up for me. {23858}{23897}Please. {23902}{23989}- It's kind of personal.|- Go ahead. {24020}{24072}I've learned about|your marriage customs. {24083}{24123}How your parents arrange|the whole thing {24129}{24179}when you're young,|stuff like that. {24184}{24263}But what about...? {24301}{24339}You know. {24357}{24411}You mean sex. {24535}{24597}It's not a topic|I've heard Vulcans discuss. {24603}{24683}Well, we do have it,|if that's what you're asking. {24708}{24751}Am I interrupting anything? {24757}{24795}No, please join us, Mr...? {24801}{24877}- Reed. Malcolm Reed.|- Kov. {24882}{24977}We were just discussing|Vulcan mating rituals. {25013}{25058}Most of my people|are extremely uncomfortable {25063}{25145}talking about such things.|So many inhibitions. {25150}{25222}Vulcan males are driven to mate|once every seven years. {25240}{25300}- Seven years?|- Frightening. {25305}{25329}Over the past few years, {25335}{25427}we've been developing methods|to accelerate the mating cycle. {25480}{25512}You up for seconds? {25529}{25584}I've had enough, thank you. {25625}{25664}Back to work? {25679}{25766}- A pleasure meeting you, Mr Reed.|- Likewise. {25958}{26047}Sir, I'm picking up a transmission|from Echo III. {26052}{26122}- Starfleet?|- It's Admiral Forrest. {26158}{26221}I'll take it in my Ready Room. {26489}{26588}- Admiral Forrest, good to see you.|- You too, Jon. {26593}{26653}I understand you have guests. {26658}{26731}A Vulcan crew. How did you know? {26741}{26809}I got a call from Ambassador Soval|about an hour ago. {26815}{26894}They're aware that you've docked|with the Vahklas, {26902}{26947}and they have a favour to ask. {26952}{26982}A favour from me? {26988}{27059}A minister at the High Command|has a son on that ship. {27070}{27157}An engineer named Kov.|Have you met him? {27162}{27193}I don't think so. {27198}{27249}Well, apparently the two of them|had a falling out {27254}{27298}about nine, ten years ago. {27303}{27375}His father's tried to contact him|several times since then {27380}{27433}but Kov won't respond. {27438}{27471}What do they want me to do? {27477}{27541}I hear these aren't|your garden-variety Vulcans. {27557}{27626}Can I assume|you're on friendly terms? {27631}{27660}Yes. {27675}{27782}Kov's father is dying, Jon.|He'd like to speak with his son. {27788}{27873}Maybe you can|encourage him somehow. {27889}{27924}I'll see what I can do. {27956}{28014}The High Command|let you keep your science oficer. {28033}{28091}It wouldn't hurt to return the favour. {28096}{28126}Understood. {28140}{28195}Keep me posted. {28458}{28542}Our primal nature isn't|as dangerous as you think. {28797}{28841}Do you like the taste? {29067}{29125}You must have learned|a great deal about emotion. {29394}{29426}Why do you stay here? {30744}{30789}This is more|than a simple headache. {30794}{30829}Your blood pressure's elevated, {30834}{30933}and I'm reading unusually high|synaptic activity. {30938}{31023}It doesn't appear to be a virus|or a bacterial infection. {31028}{31091}I'd like to run a cranial scan|just to be safe. {31096}{31143}That won't be necessary. {31148}{31196}It'll only take a moment. {31201}{31290}I believe I can explain my symptoms. {31295}{31365}Last night I neglected to meditate|before I went to sleep. {31370}{31456}As a result, I awoke feeling... {31474}{31510}...agitated. {31561}{31614}All I need is an injection|of Inoprovalene. {31619}{31679}Twenty-five milligrams|should suffice. {31684}{31760}Very well, doctor. {31859}{31939}It's not like you to stray|from your routine. {31958}{32016}This wouldn't have anything|to do with our visitors? {32022}{32087}You've been spending|quite a bit of time on their ship. {32109}{32156}I've become... {32161}{32226}...acquainted with one of them. {32253}{32402}He suggested that my dreams might|be more interesting if I didn't meditate. {32407}{32450}And? {32484}{32527}He was wrong. {32554}{32650}They were unsettling.|It was a foolish thing to do. {32686}{32764}Nothing that a little|Inoprovalene can't cure. {32808}{32875}I can understand why you'd be|intrigued by their philosophy. {32880}{32992}Maybe you shouldn't be so quick|to dismiss it after one bad experience. {33012}{33073}There are too many risks. {33091}{33175}It would be unwise to continue. {33199}{33238}You're probably right. {33243}{33323}But if you do decide|to experiment further, {33334}{33404}keep in mind that they've been|working on this for a number of years. {33410}{33471}You've only known them|for two days. {33492}{33534}Go slowly. {33591}{33653}Thank you, doctor. {33856}{33889}Come in. {33913}{33956}Captain. {33970}{34002}Please have a seat. {34019}{34086}The repairs to our propulsion|system are going well. {34091}{34146}Mr Tucker's been very helpful. {34151}{34195}That's good to hear. {34226}{34264}Is there a problem? {34294}{34354}I called you here to pass along... {34370}{34424}...a message... {34452}{34502}...from your father. {34553}{34587}You spoke with him? {34604}{34696}Actually, it came through|a Vulcan ambassador. {34701}{34809}I'm sorry to be the one to tell you this,|but your father is very ill. {34824}{34905}He wants you to contact him|as soon as possible. {34954}{35098}If you'd like, my com officer|can arrange the transmission. {35116}{35233}It's a kind offer,|but I'll deal with this myself. {35272}{35312}Thanks for the message. {35328}{35363}I know it's none of my business, {35368}{35461}but do you plan on contacting him? {35488}{35537}The last time I spoke with my father, {35542}{35670}he said I'd brought shame|to 15 generations of our family. {35730}{35789}He's dying, Kov. {35823}{35878}If it isn't too much trouble, {35883}{35959}would you please send|a message back for me? {35996}{36078}Tell him that we said goodbye|a long time ago. {36425}{36471}Good morning. {36476}{36523}Chamomile? {36585}{36616}Thank you. {36621}{36663}How did it go? {36678}{36720}The lateral sensors|were out of alignment. {36725}{36818}I haven't had a chance|to scan the disodium layer. {36842}{36900}I mean last night. {36905}{36955}Did you take my advice? {36996}{37032}Yes. {37037}{37128}- And your dreams?|- I'd rather not discuss them. {37133}{37187}It will get easier. {37192}{37261}Tonight will be less disturbing. {37266}{37352}- I plan to resume meditating tonight.|- You can't give up after one try. {37357}{37397}It was a mistake to try|in the first place. {37402}{37474}Wasn't there anything enjoyable|about the experience? {37479}{37552}I'm reading over 20 million|cubic meters of disodium, {37557}{37594}as well as traces of ethylchlorate. {37603}{37681}We can run the scans later. {37701}{37752}Tell me about your dreams. {37757}{37828}Your emotions were closer|to the surface. {37833}{37895}It must have been intense. {37972}{38030}It involved a memory. {38051}{38147}I was walking down a street|in San Francisco. {38166}{38196}On Earth. {38201}{38260}Why did you leave the compound? {38284}{38401}I was curious about human recreation.|I wanted to see it for myself. {38406}{38469}So you broke protocol? {38500}{38528}It was late. {38533}{38612}Everyone in the compound|had gone to sleep. {38629}{38701}I didn't see any harm in leaving|for a couple of hours. {38706}{38753}Where did you go? {38767}{38825}I simply walked. {38852}{38925}- Then I heard music.|- Music? {39006}{39055}It was unusual. {39060}{39109}Chaotic. {39126}{39217}- But I was drawn to it.|- Go on. {39268}{39326}I went into a restaurant {39342}{39433}where musicians were playing.|I sat at a table. {39448}{39504}How did you feel? {39568}{39635}- I can't remember.|- Try. {39758}{39811}I felt... {39848}{39885}...invigorated. {39909}{40007}Emotion. You felt emotion. {40069}{40119}Briefly. {40124}{40189}They finished playing|and I returned to the compound. {40194}{40246}You could feel that way again, T'Pol. {40251}{40338}It isn't difficult,|and it's nothing to be afraid of. {40343}{40399}I can show you how. {40491}{40533}You want me to talk to him? {40538}{40603}From what I hear,|you've become fast friends. {40608}{40666}Maybe you'll have better luck|than I did. {40671}{40793}I'll try, but something tells me it won't|be as simple as fixing an engine. {40798}{40846}He's got a lot of resentment. {40851}{40916}- Do your best.|- Aye, sir. {40946}{41010}What about this Tolaris fellow? {41015}{41075}Well, I haven't really gotten|to know him. {41080}{41118}He seems kind of quiet though. {41123}{41161}A little sullen. {41166}{41235}T'Pol's been spending|a lot of time with him lately. {41240}{41286}Is that a problem? {41291}{41395}Two days ago, she couldn't wait|to get these people off the ship. {41400}{41459}I practically had to order her|to work with them. {41464}{41556}Now, they're almost inseparable. {41561}{41647}Well, if I didn't know better,|I'd say you were a little jealous. {41667}{41725}If I was the only human|on a ship full of Vulcans, {41730}{41774}and we ran into an Earth vessel, {41779}{41844}I'd be spending as much time|with them as I could. {41849}{41913}She likes being around|her own kind. {41930}{41973}Who doesn't? {42031}{42073}Well, let me know|how it goes with Kov. {42078}{42118}Yes, sir. {42241}{42281}"Mind meld"? {42286}{42333}It's an ancient technique. {42338}{42385}It was abandoned centuries ago. {42389}{42485}But we've discovered that|it can help us access our emotions. {42490}{42519}How does it work? {42524}{42600}I'd begin by creating|a telepathic link. {42605}{42696}We would be able to share|our memories, our thoughts. {42701}{42792}In essence, we would|become one mind. {42797}{42931}It's quite an experience,|but it is profoundly intimate. {42959}{42996}Are you prepared for that? {43040}{43148}If you like, we could try a more|traditional form of guided meditation. {43153}{43206}But it wouldn't be nearly|as effective. {43259}{43294}Proceed. {43446}{43487}It's all right. {43506}{43556}Close your eyes. {43561}{43632}Try to focus on my voice. {43668}{43736}My mind to your mind. {43764}{43845}Your thoughts to my thoughts. {43861}{43971}Our minds are merging,|our minds are becoming one. {44048}{44103}It's not working. {44118}{44157}You're resisting. {44162}{44216}Relax. {44304}{44369}My mind to your mind. {44388}{44468}Your thoughts to my thoughts. {44477}{44538}Our minds are merging. {44576}{44642}Our minds are becoming one. {44710}{44741}Am I with you? {44771}{44800}Yes. {44806}{44849}Can you sense my thoughts? {44888}{44924}Yes. {44956}{45005}You're doing well. {45027}{45131}I want you to think about that night|when you left the compound. {45144}{45225}Imagine yourself|walking down that street. {45383}{45431}Good. {45448}{45477}Now listen. {45487}{45544}Can you hear the music? {45589}{45639}Listen. {45677}{45728}Now follow it. {46084}{46168}I can see why|you were drawn to this place. {46178}{46247}It's unlike anything on Vulcan. {46252}{46334}I'm not surprised it triggered|an emotional response. {46369}{46454}You said you were invigorated.|What else? {46478}{46532}- I don't know.|- Yes, you do. {46537}{46606}You're just not used|to describing your emotions. {46611}{46670}You experienced other things. {46675}{46752}Excitement about breaking protocol. {46757}{46820}Apprehension about getting caught. {46825}{46866}And the music. {46871}{46968}The music made you feel elated. {46973}{47056}Allow yourself to feel|these emotions again. {47078}{47125}Don't hold them back. {47173}{47228}I have to return to the compound. {47233}{47315}You're anxious.|It's just another emotion. {47321}{47376}- Let me go.|- Stay with me, T'Pol. {47382}{47426}No! {47469}{47516}Stop. {47532}{47578}No. {47757}{47807}Stop! {47846}{47882}This was a mistake. {47888}{47934}You've made progress. {47939}{47996}Don't give up now. {48001}{48047}- Please go.|- T'Pol. {48053}{48086}Leave. {48092}{48136}You're feeling anger. {48141}{48202}Your emotions|are breaking the surface. {48220}{48274}Embrace them. {48537}{48585}What a shame. {49386}{49435}T'Pol to Sickbay. {49590}{49659}I've already been through this|with your captain. {49664}{49723}Are you sure you're making|the right decision? {49728}{49773}If you knew my father,|you'd understand. {49778}{49822}I don't mean to put too fine|a point on this, {49827}{49887}but you've got a limited window|of opportunity. {49892}{49959}- Once it closes...|- I consider you a friend, Trip, {49964}{50022}and I appreciate what you're trying|to do, but please don't. {50028}{50090}I have no intention|of contacting him. {50116}{50227}I test-fired our port thruster last night.|It's still off by 12 percent. {50232}{50321}Well, probably a faulty injector.|Should be easy enough to fix. {50563}{50618}Do Vulcans dance? {50670}{50713}You know: {50750}{50774}No. {50779}{50862}Only when it's part|of some tedious ceremony. {50867}{50916}I remember the first dance|I ever went to. {50933}{51042}Bayshore Elementary,|Panama City, Florida. {51047}{51120}The girl I had a crush on,|Melissa Lyles, {51125}{51177}was gonna be there. {51182}{51260}So I spent weeks practicing|the two-step with my brother. {51265}{51354}I wanted to make sure I was ready. {51378}{51499}She was wearing a red dress|that night. Prettiest girl there. {51544}{51636}All I wanted to do was ask her|to dance with me, {51641}{51711}but I never worked up the courage|to go over and talk to her. {51732}{51805}Caught her looking at me|a couple of times, but... {51839}{51963}...I ended up just standing|in a corner with my buddies. {52068}{52103}Interesting. {52108}{52187}But what does that have to do|with our thruster problem? {52215}{52282}It's been more than 20 years... {52300}{52382}...and I'm still kicking myself|for not asking that girl to dance. {52395}{52451}You probably don't know this, {52456}{52518}but regret is one|of the strongest emotions, {52524}{52605}and one of the saddest. {52630}{52703}I have a feeling you haven't had|a brush with it yet. {52708}{52811}But it sounds to me like|you're pretty close. {52904}{52959}That's something you might|want to avoid. {53181}{53225}Come in. {53347}{53379}Good morning. {53402}{53444}Morning. {53449}{53542}- Can I get you something? Coffee?|- No, thanks. {53548}{53591}Have a seat. {53630}{53692}Trip tells me the repairs to your ship|are almost finished. {53697}{53738}You should be on your way|pretty soon. {53743}{53821}- Yes.|- How's that survey coming along? {53826}{53860}We'll be done this afternoon. {53876}{53921}That's great news. {53940}{53993}I wanted to thank you|for all of your help. {53998}{54027}It was the least we could do. {54033}{54091}Besides, we've enjoyed|spending our time here. {54096}{54151}You have an exceptional crew,|captain. {54156}{54205}Starfleet's finest. {54210}{54244}Sleep well last night? {54269}{54317}Well enough. You? {54336}{54373}Tossed and turned. {54378}{54464}Always happens whenever|we're exploring someplace new. {54470}{54519}I understand. {54524}{54626}Well, if there's nothing more, captain,|I'm eager to get back to work. {54631}{54725}We have another 20 million|cubic kilometres to chart. {54730}{54770}Sorry to keep you. {54792}{54890}I'm afraid you'll be|working alone today. {54938}{55018}Sub-commander T'Pol's in Sickbay. {55023}{55094}From what the doctor tells me,|she's in pretty bad shape. {55118}{55173}That's unfortunate.|What happened? {55190}{55254}You know damn well|what happened. {55259}{55376}She told me about your...|What'd she call it? Mind meld? {55400}{55479}She said when she asked you|to stop, you got angry. {55493}{55556}She said she had to force you away. {55561}{55641}What happened between us|is personal. {55646}{55728}- It's not your concern.|- You assaulted a member of my crew. {55733}{55761}I did no such thing. {55778}{55844}Mind melds can be|emotionally turbulent. {55858}{55943}- She simply panicked.|- Panic doesn't land you in Sickbay. {55964}{56038}Our doctor said she could have|suffered neurological damage {56043}{56112}- thanks to you.|- No one forced her to try the meld. {56117}{56141}She did it willingly. {56147}{56201}You've been manipulating her|ever since you came aboard. {56207}{56279}I am helping her shed|a lifetime of repression, {56284}{56366}and you of all people should|understand what I'm trying to do. {56376}{56415}You're human. {56431}{56508}- I need to go see her.|- T'Pol's had enough of your help. {56513}{56544}Stay away from her. {56550}{56608}She is in a crucial stage|of her awakening. {56613}{56695}- She needs guidance.|- I told you, it's over. {56700}{56731}I think that's for her to decide. {56737}{56827}Maybe I'm not making myself clear.|Sickbay's off-limits. {56833}{56882}You're in my way, captain. {56887}{56928}You'd be wise to let me leave. {56933}{57013}What's wrong, Tolaris?|Getting angry? {57018}{57071}Thought you had that under control. {57076}{57108}Move aside. {57122}{57164}T'Pol's right. {57169}{57215}You've got a temper. {57220}{57278}- Now.|- Go to hell. {57657}{57700}You planned this. {57705}{57793}If I'd known I was gonna get thrown|across the room that hard... {57809}{57868}...I might have tried|a different approach. {57873}{57996}I think it's time you and your friends|went on your merry way. {58232}{58298}Keep an eye on the intermix pressure.|Don't let it drift above 5,000. {58303}{58350}- Five thousand.|- And watch those injector ports. {58355}{58395}I will. {58419}{58485}I thought you'd like to know,|I got an update on my father. {58494}{58543}Apparently, his condition's improved. {58549}{58575}Is that so? {58580}{58632}The surgeons implanted|a vaso-stimulator. {58637}{58720}They say with any luck,|it will extend his life a few years. {58739}{58785}I'm glad to hear it. {58790}{58855}That will give you a little|more time to think about {58860}{58909}making that call. {58932}{58977}I already did. {58982}{59059}My father's the one who gave me|the good news. {59083}{59140}Thank you, Trip. {59156}{59205}Anytime. {59755}{59795}Come in. {59890}{59936}Is this a bad time? {59942}{59986}Not at all. {60140}{60189}Feeling any better? {60194}{60240}Has the Vulcan ship left? {60297}{60347}About 20 minutes ago. {60382}{60447}Then, yes, I'm feeling better. {60597}{60649}You do this every night? {60654}{60689}Every night. {60782}{60828}I think... {60862}{60921}...I finally understand why. {61009}{61064}I'll see you in the morning. {61131}{61179}Captain. {61223}{61281}Do you dream? {61336}{61386}Sure. {61416}{61497}Sometimes they're even in colour. {61520}{61586}Is it enjoyable? {61607}{61656}Most nights. {61674}{61711}I envy you. {61866}{61935}Good night.